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Friday
Sep052008

Waiting for them to come out and yell "Surprise!"

As you all know, I quit my job last week and this is my last full week at MTV.  I've really enjoyed my time here at MTV and was, until last night, really sad to leave.

Last night was my big going away party.  My friend Matt invited our entire department, some other people in random departments and a few extra friends that had nothing to do with MTV.  I nervously checked the facebook invite once an hour to see who would be attending my special send off.  Slowly but surely responses were rolling in, mostly from people I do not immediately work with.  With the exception of Matt and a few people who apologetically called me or emailed to say they couldn't make it, no one from my immediate department even RSVP'd.  I thought, well I suppose they're just not into facebook invites.

So in my diligent fashion I sent a mass email to everyone who had not responded, just reminding them that I was having this party and I was in fact, leaving next week and if they want to say bye, now was their chance.  A few more responses trickled in, but still a majority of the people I work with had not responded.

Last night I got to the restaurant with Matt, one other coworker in my group and about 8 other people who I do not directly work with but have worked on projects with.  My boss did not show up, my boss's boss did not show up.  Not even the girl I work side by side with, showed up.

None of this particularly phased me throughout the night.  I had a nice time drinking sake and stuffing myself full of sushi and didn't notice the lack of my coworkers.  But when dinner was over and we were heading home, it hit me.  Nobody cares.  No one cared enough to take one night out of their busy lives to see me off into the world outside of MTV. My boss's boss has not even spoken to me since I resigned.  Not a word about "we're going to miss you" or anything.

This has been one of my fundamental complaints about my current department both in a work and a personal sense.  I have never felt liked I belonged.  I've never felt that I was important enough to these people to really give the time of day to.  They never wanted to train me, they never wanted to get to know me.  And that's really, really sad.  What also makes it so sad is that I didn't really realize that until last night.  It does make my decision to leave a lot easier.  I'm excited to move to a company with 8 people in it.  At least there I have a fighting chance of getting to know everyone.

Anyway with 3 days left on the MTV payroll, I keep waiting for that cryptic meeting invite in one of the big conference rooms.  I keep waiting for the administrative assistant to send me out on some BS errand so I can be out of the office while she brings in a cake.  I keep waiting...waiting for someone to acknowledge that I'm leaving and that it sucks and they will miss me.  I suppose I can keep waiting but I'm sure as hell not going to hold my breath.

Tuesday
Sep022008

yay me

Jim Walsh of the MinnPost in his column, Monday Morning Playback writes:

"Marissa Levy, "Charmed and Dangerous." (Marissa Levy/Crayonbox Records). A smart, spunky songstress with a voice that takes you to that special place where you drink champagne while showering under waterfalls. Many of the tunes are pub and clubland survivor stories, and "Leave the Boy at the Bar" is the kind of flirt-with-'em-and-leave-'em piece of advice fathers everywhere should sneak onto their daughters' playlists."

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Friday
Aug292008

A black president or a female vp? Yep, we can.

We are most likely in the midst of the most politically significant week in America's history.  Here we are with several dramatic, record breaking nominees.  I feel very proud and honored to see 2 exceptional, exception to the rules racing to the white house.

Last night I watched as Obama accepted the nomination and I felt so proud and happy to be part of this historical moment.  This morning, when my husband (who is Canadian but seems to be far more involved in the American political process than most of the people I know) told me about McCain's choice I felt very conflicted.  Yay women, boo republicans.

Now I am a hard-core, bleeding heart liberal and I want more than anything for Obama to win.  I also love Joe Biden and his populous ways because I feel like he "gets" it.  But it would be pretty amazing to have a young, female VP, even if (god forbid) it has to be a republican in the white house.

I'm just really amazed that these options are in front of us.  I am also terrified.  I think we've underestimated how smart John McCain really is.  This choice, is genious.  All those disinfranchised Hillary Clinton supporters (my grandmother included) who threatened to not vote for Obama, might vote for McCain knowing that they can get their female in the white house...scary!

So I guess, I am asking that people don't be fooled.  At the end of the day, Sarah Palin is a republican and McCain's VP choice.  Regardless of the fact that she is a mommy of 5 children and wears a skirt, it's basically Cheney in a dress...well maybe that's an overstatement.  She look a lot hotter than Cheney in a dress and I doubt she's shot any of her friends in the face...yet.